Writings
Poems, prose and short stories.
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Words fail me
02 Sep 2025
Words fail me, when I need them the most.
I can't pick the right ones up when they matter
Too weak to fill the absense of that which was lost
I figured they're only needed to replace what isn't here
Words fail me.
Let them. I'll keep my precious around me.
I'll just point and smile.
I painted a white seagull
25 July 2025
I painted a white seagull. It dived and bathed. But the colors, won't leave.
The marble white skins of its mate. Made him stand out. He wasn't white no more.
Some mocked, some ridiculed. The seagull was not one of them anymore.
"What could I have done, I was helplesss" The world works its ways, I was just caught in it.
So I painted another one, just so he has someone who understands.
body // instrument
10 May 2024
did you see him? yesterday ▮▮▮▮▮. we ▮▮▮▮▮, up close a ▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮ now. ▮▮▮▮ (muffled) said ▮▮▮▮: primal motions taught by whom, ▮▮▮▮▮? ▮▮▮▮ pondered, their ▮▮▮▮▮▮! "▮▮▮ so twisted!" ▮▮▮▮: "but, oh so ▮▮▮▮▮▮" giggle giggle (muffled) "body a mere tool, born into it; helpless. not their fault. what could they change"
body // instrument // static
10 May 2024
did you see ▮▮▮▮ (visibility from third person) yesterday ▮▮▮▮▮ (shows time). we ▮▮▮▮▮, up close (intimacy) a ▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮▮ now. (body analogy) ▮▮▮▮ (muffled) (hushed reaction)
said ▮▮▮▮: primal motions (motion) taught by whom, ▮▮▮▮▮ ? (genes, programmed)
▮▮▮▮ pondered, (third party) their ▮▮▮▮▮▮! (flaws) "▮▮▮ so twisted!” (hatred) ▮▮▮▮: “but, oh so. bewitching” (contrast) giggle giggle (muffled)
“body a mere ▮▮▮▮, (tool) born into it; ▮▮▮▮▮▮ (helpless) not their fault. (fault) what could they change” (no control)
1000 day love story
Feb 2024
"1000 days?" "1000 days." "Deal." "Deal." "And then?" "We split." "No longer?" "No shorter, indeed" ...
fight
Feb 2024
"I'm here, I'll fight for you. . . . How dare they."
"Thanks."
blanket
21st Feb 2024
If you need a blanket, To shield you, To warm you up, To snuggle into, on a cold day, Recharge and replenish as you Sleep through your fatigue. And perhaps a heavy one, That makes your body feel the weight, keeps you tucked to bed, and makes you feel held. I can be one.
माँ ★
17th Feb 2024
बट जाता हूं गैरों में, दिन की आधी रेत के भाव। पर एक वो है, जिसका एक रेत के दाने में दिन बन जाए।
सूने घरों में हम दोनों सुनहरे पलों को जीते हैं। मैं आज मेरे अज़ीज़ संग, पर उसके लिए मेरा बचपन।
Tears
17th Feb 2024
The violence of the tears brimming, overflowing, blurring the vision, shaking all i can see
Middle of the sea ★
5th Feb 2024
There is something about being out, in the middle of the sea.
The wind, the wave, be brave, as they pass next to thee.
The recurring chime, that rhyme, of the crashing waves hit me.
The deafening silence, screaming violence, of yer thoughts lonely.
Endless horizons stretch, blurry edge, as you wander helplessly.
Hope? Even a deja vu, "Will you, come looking for me".
Letters
17th January 2024
Stack up all the letters I wrote, Rotting away in the corner For newer seeds to nourish And turn into woods For authors to pen their sagas and poets to bleed
Bots take my jobs
21st Oct 2021
Another day, Another abstraction, Newer jobs, And job satisfaction
chalks that give you life
studying will kill you until you come across the infamous the MIT chalks
recalibrate
recalibrate in nature 🌲
whatever feels great
people love, people hate just do whatever feels great
afternoon power nap
early to bed, early to rise afternoon power nap is laziness in disguise
polygon ★
so few my friends with no mask on - i call it my friend polygon
freckles? ★
if you, have more marks never recheck
lipstick
i wear every shade, in my imagination to match it just right, with my clinical depression